If you haven't read Episode 1 yet - you can find it here.
Episode 2 - By Chloe Adler
Before diving back into singledom I asked myself the all important question: What do you want right now? Not in the future, not for forever… but right this second. And my first answer was: experiences. All kinds of experiences. Sexual and otherwise. Relationships with no jealousy, no ownership and no messy emotions.
The two things I knew that I did NOT want, I quickly relayed to potential lovers. I am not interested in processing anything - not their issues or mine. I’m not interested in listening to anyone complain about anything banal, especially if there’s not solution, like how bad the traffic is. And please, do not bemoan your life to me. My last relationship destroyed all patience relating to such subject matters. If people need to complain they can do so to their significant other, friends who don’t mind or a trained professional. But not to Rain Star. Communication about likes and dislikes, safe sex and the like is great but do not try and process your feelings with me. Do not text me incessantly. Do not ask me how my day was. My friends were surprised at how many people were okay with my boundaries, I was not.
In a society where many people are looking for a significant other they can siamese twin with, I think there’s a large percentage who are not. There are people who have already built in that type of healthy support group. Others with whom they have a give and take where emotional processing is concerned. I want something different. I already have a processing tribe and I’m not looking to add more people to it.
I always labeled myself as bisexual but I’m actually pansexual. I don’t care if a person is male, female, non-binary/agender, trans, cis, queer or genderqueer. A person’s gender or lack thereof has nothing to do with my attraction to them.
I had also labeled myself as poly but have recently found out that I am non-monogamous, which takes many forms. My current choice is not developing an emotional attachment (such as becoming someone’s poly primary or secondary and abiding by all the rules/emotions/processing that may go along with that). I’m interested in having fun aka experiences with people that respect me and visa versa. Another term bandied around is — ethical slut. But the word slut has far too many shameful connotations, doesn’t it?
One of my fantasies has always been to be a couple’s third so that’s where I began my journey. I’ve had threesomes before but they were more like one-night stands. This time around I’m looking for something ongoing with the same couple. I found several dating apps and sites for couples looking for a unicorn and promoted myself as such. This is how I met Couple X. I also met quite a few single men looking to bang but after interviewing several I picked two to three, and stopped taking applications. There is no lack of single men looking to screw.
Two of the “single” men have a myriad of different play partners, some of whom I have met and others whom I have not. What they all have in common is their desire to experiment and experience without the strappings of a conventional relationship. This smorgasbord is currently, filling all my needs. I can accept a date or not and no one pressures me, guilts me or gets butthurt. The “single” partners have girl #2, 3, 4, and 5 to call when I’m not available. Couple X has couple A, B or C to call. For Rain Star, this is a dream come true.
In episode 1 I mentioned introducing Couple X in this episode but I’m keeping these to 500 (or so) words and needed to explain the set up and what I was looking for so stay tuned for next week’s episode - Orgy 1, Part 1.
Episode 1 = the why.
Episode 2 = the how.
The Journey of Rain Star© - Written, Produced and Edited By Chloe Adler
This is the Journey of Rain Star - Chloe's alter ego who is on a mission to experience the sensual pleasures of life. Stay tuned for an episode a week and come live vicariously through Rain and her sexploits.